We had been dreaming of a baby for the last 6 months but not being together was not exactly the best way to make it... We always hoped when we were together the day of my ovulation but, every time I had my period, we tried to convince ourselves that "It's better that way. Baby will come when the timing will be perfect. Baby wants to live the whole pregnancy with his two parents" etc... The last two cycles, as i had moved in here, where the worse, as I felt nauseous a few days before my periods...
This time, I was pessimistic, really pessimistic. I hadn't felt my ovulation and even if I saw my body temperature changing, I started fearing something was wrong.
But... 15 days had passed since the temperature showed there had been an ovulation and... Nothing, no period, not even spotting... I didn't want to tell anything to Bryan because I knew how disappointed he was the last times but... 15 days... That was long ! I felt some small pain, like the pain I have when my periods is about to come but... 15 days... Hmm..
I crossed half of the city to find a Dollar store and bought 3 tests and then... Well, I had to wait, I didn't want to do it without Bryan... An... Well, should I wait the next morning (that was Bryan's first reaction)? Hmmm... I had 3 tests, I had paid them 1$ each, why waiting ? I didn't knooooow ! And Bryan, Bryan was still at the college...
When he eventually came home, I knew I couldn't wait anymore. "Come my love, I'll go pee !" We put a few drops on the test and suddenly the whole thing was becoming pink! Hey ! What's going on ? Then I saw the control line becoming darker. "Ok angel, its normal, stop looking and let's go to the living room" But... I thought I had seen something. Before leaving, I thought I had seen a light second line... We were on the living room, sharing our anxiety with my beloved forum and, after three minutes...



I was the one going first in the bathroom. I saw it and... I knew it ! I didn't even scream, I turned calmly and lookes at Bryan with a big smile "Yes !" We made it, we were expecting a baby! A little Brylek was in my belly !

We are the most happy couple, the most happy parents to be... We cannot wait to hold our little one in our arms even if.. I don't think I've really realized yet... :) :)




Our little sailor is coming !!